....I got the news I had been waiting my whole life to hear. I took the test that told me I was pregnant with my sweet Ella. That was probably the most amazing day of my life. I was so scared to take the test. I didn't think that I could handle another negative test. Too many tears had been shed and I didn't want to go through that again. But, I decided to go ahead and test. When that second line popped up I thought my heart was going to jump out of my chest. It's really weird when you're so used to seeing that one line and finally the second one appears. I carried that test around for about 3 hours....I was so sure that line was going to go away. My hands were shaking and I ran through the house screaming for Jon. Then I proceeded to call everyone that I could think of.
Never did I think that being a mom could be this good. I knew that I would love her, but I had know idea the extent to which your heart could grow and love. Sometimes I love her so much it hurts. I also didn't think that I could love Jon anymore than I already did, but I do. Seeing him with her makes me love him in a way that I didn't know could happen. He really is the most amazing father. Ella is so lucky to have him....and so am I. I am so thankful for her and the light that she has brought to all of our lives.
God is SO GOOD!!!
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